I should be asleep...
Things have gotten alot better since last week.
Matt and I have reconcilled for the time being. There are still alot of issues that need to be worked out. But right now I am enjoying the happiness.
School is going pretty good. There is a GOOD possibility that I will be one of the Homecoming Queen nominees from FIT, so if you attend EOCC, please vote for me. Lol... it was supposed to be a joke. One of the guys was like, Heather you are pretty, why dont you do it. I jokingly said, okay I'll do it.... and just about everyone circled my name. I was sarcastic, but I guess they didnt catch that. It would be cool to be a nominee though.
Jeremy called me at 1am asking me to come pick him up from Xstatic because he was drunk and the bartender had taken his keys from him. So i went and got him because I am good friend. I knew that since he was drunk he would hit on me, but I didnt expect for him to keep telling me he loved me. That he always loved me, and it never went away. I do not think he knows Matt and I are back together. I didnt say anything, because I didnt expect him to remember in the morning, or for him afternoon when he wakes up. I had a feeling that he still has feelings for me, but no concrete evidence. Yeah, he was drunk... but I have known Jeremy for over 10 years now, and the truth comes out when he is drunk. Like I told my Mom, Jeremy is great, but I love Matt. I am not the asshole girlfriend that cheats (no offense to anyone), I never have been, never will be. Jeremy is my friend.
I am spending the weekend in Mobile to visit Heather and Joe with Amanda. I am excited. I get to go to Mari Gras and just get out of town. Further away than just Dothan or Samson. It will be atleast a 3 hour drive. We'll be back sometime afternoon on Sunday. I never did e-mail John back and tell him I wasnt coming... oops.. too bad...
It is SERIOUSLY late, so......
Matt and I have reconcilled for the time being. There are still alot of issues that need to be worked out. But right now I am enjoying the happiness.
School is going pretty good. There is a GOOD possibility that I will be one of the Homecoming Queen nominees from FIT, so if you attend EOCC, please vote for me. Lol... it was supposed to be a joke. One of the guys was like, Heather you are pretty, why dont you do it. I jokingly said, okay I'll do it.... and just about everyone circled my name. I was sarcastic, but I guess they didnt catch that. It would be cool to be a nominee though.
Jeremy called me at 1am asking me to come pick him up from Xstatic because he was drunk and the bartender had taken his keys from him. So i went and got him because I am good friend. I knew that since he was drunk he would hit on me, but I didnt expect for him to keep telling me he loved me. That he always loved me, and it never went away. I do not think he knows Matt and I are back together. I didnt say anything, because I didnt expect him to remember in the morning, or for him afternoon when he wakes up. I had a feeling that he still has feelings for me, but no concrete evidence. Yeah, he was drunk... but I have known Jeremy for over 10 years now, and the truth comes out when he is drunk. Like I told my Mom, Jeremy is great, but I love Matt. I am not the asshole girlfriend that cheats (no offense to anyone), I never have been, never will be. Jeremy is my friend.
I am spending the weekend in Mobile to visit Heather and Joe with Amanda. I am excited. I get to go to Mari Gras and just get out of town. Further away than just Dothan or Samson. It will be atleast a 3 hour drive. We'll be back sometime afternoon on Sunday. I never did e-mail John back and tell him I wasnt coming... oops.. too bad...
It is SERIOUSLY late, so......