A Few Things.
So tonight I got to spend time with Duffy at his house. We had lots of fun didn't we love? :sigh: I miss him. And 10 months on Tuesday!!!!!!! Yay. I feel so happy when I'm with you Squishy. You are my world. :kisses: Sleep sweet tonight Angel Prince.
Secondly a have a job!! Joey from the morgue called today and I got it! So every one who wants there souls scared out of them come visit me Warren and the rest of us monsters at 451 Baxter Avenue all through October!! I'm so happy I got it! In the audition Warren seemed sleepy.. hmm . but his eyes are a creepy very pale blue. And his mustache is ...... creepy too. But Verdi - Joey's wife - is really gorgeous and really kind. And Joey's very business like. There's all great employers :D [ hehe: I'm employed] And I'm doing something I totally love. This will be "super duper fucking hard core." Hehe. Shane and the BCB. SAP and DUFFY!! That is what we should watch!!! BCB [Black Circle Boys] It's hilarious. You'll love it or I'll eat you. ; }
I went to the new Hottopic in Mall St. Mathews and got so many fucking stares when I was walking the mall looking for it. That always happens when I wear my big Tripp pants. Well whenever I'm any where people [rudely] gawk at me. But when I wear those pants they aren't freaky-old man-pervert stares. They're 'oo look there's a freak' stares. I hate people. Especially in malls. :D But the people in Hottopic were really nice and I had a conversation with a GIRL who worked there thank god. I hate stupid guys who won't leave you alone and drive you out of a store forever *coughcough* Moving right along... I got two baggy mean shirts to drive people away from me while at JCC and, hey, other places too! Why not? I also got a new book bag - my mom took back the one I originally got cause it kept falling apart. This one's from Emily Strange and has the kitties Sabbath, Mystery and Neechee on it. I'm such a dork i know the difference between the Emily kitties. . I also got a couple of My Ruin cds for only 14$. One of them was 1.99. :D Oh and they're really good.
I shall now elaborate on the My Ruin cds:
The short one[only 5 songs] Is The Shape of Things to Come... And the other is The Horror of Beauty. They're about well how America sucks and how magazines and media are bullshit. A couple of quotes from the cd insert thingy are:
"Plastic parts not included." "I will not apologize for scaring you.. you are everything that's wrong with America." "Fuck your soft rock diet." "The beauty myth is alive." I think it's just really good. You should see the photography, On The Shape of Things to Come ... the art/photo is/are done by Chad Michael Ward. You should check him out too.
And moving on again. Damn this is a long post. I'm currently playing a couple PS2 games which are Blood Omen 2 and Silent Hill 3. They are so good. Silent Hill, I must say, is fucked up. It's wonderful. And in Blood Omen, Kain is the main character, and when he feeds I feel so demonic - it's totally consuming. I LOVE killing people in that game. I just kill every single living thing I see [if it's drinkable.] I tried to kill a cat and feed from it today but it didn't work. The reason, I think, is when I kill it is loses too much blood and there's nothing left for me to suck out. Now if Kain fed by biting I'm sure I could feed from the cat but since he kills his prey first [usually by his claws, a spiked club, or a sword] and then draws the blood up and out from their chest using [I guess] his mind - I can't really eat the cat. Anyway. I love PS games so much - it's quite sad. ...Silent Hill is frustrating though. Mainly because I don't know what the hell I'm supposed to be doing right now. There isn't an objective - that's known anyway. I mean I'm in this alternate reality - which I just kinda slipped into when I went through a normal door. And I'm in a mall. There are all these fucked up monsters around wanting to eat me and some women visited me for a second talking about the monsters coming to witness the beginning and all this was done by the hand of God and she needs me to remember something [My name in Silent Hill is Heather btw.] So right now my objective is basically made up by my assumptions and it is/they are to get out of the mall/alternate reality and to meet Claudia[the weird chick from my past] again. Damn I need a walkthrough.
Anyway - I think I should be going now. I'll read some Anita and sleep with my Valentine bear. :D
I love you my Angel. :kisses: Sleep sweet love.
Goodnight all. -sara
Secondly a have a job!! Joey from the morgue called today and I got it! So every one who wants there souls scared out of them come visit me Warren and the rest of us monsters at 451 Baxter Avenue all through October!! I'm so happy I got it! In the audition Warren seemed sleepy.. hmm . but his eyes are a creepy very pale blue. And his mustache is ...... creepy too. But Verdi - Joey's wife - is really gorgeous and really kind. And Joey's very business like. There's all great employers :D [ hehe: I'm employed] And I'm doing something I totally love. This will be "super duper fucking hard core." Hehe. Shane and the BCB. SAP and DUFFY!! That is what we should watch!!! BCB [Black Circle Boys] It's hilarious. You'll love it or I'll eat you. ; }
I went to the new Hottopic in Mall St. Mathews and got so many fucking stares when I was walking the mall looking for it. That always happens when I wear my big Tripp pants. Well whenever I'm any where people [rudely] gawk at me. But when I wear those pants they aren't freaky-old man-pervert stares. They're 'oo look there's a freak' stares. I hate people. Especially in malls. :D But the people in Hottopic were really nice and I had a conversation with a GIRL who worked there thank god. I hate stupid guys who won't leave you alone and drive you out of a store forever *coughcough* Moving right along... I got two baggy mean shirts to drive people away from me while at JCC and, hey, other places too! Why not? I also got a new book bag - my mom took back the one I originally got cause it kept falling apart. This one's from Emily Strange and has the kitties Sabbath, Mystery and Neechee on it. I'm such a dork i know the difference between the Emily kitties. . I also got a couple of My Ruin cds for only 14$. One of them was 1.99. :D Oh and they're really good.
I shall now elaborate on the My Ruin cds:
The short one[only 5 songs] Is The Shape of Things to Come... And the other is The Horror of Beauty. They're about well how America sucks and how magazines and media are bullshit. A couple of quotes from the cd insert thingy are:
"Plastic parts not included." "I will not apologize for scaring you.. you are everything that's wrong with America." "Fuck your soft rock diet." "The beauty myth is alive." I think it's just really good. You should see the photography, On The Shape of Things to Come ... the art/photo is/are done by Chad Michael Ward. You should check him out too.
And moving on again. Damn this is a long post. I'm currently playing a couple PS2 games which are Blood Omen 2 and Silent Hill 3. They are so good. Silent Hill, I must say, is fucked up. It's wonderful. And in Blood Omen, Kain is the main character, and when he feeds I feel so demonic - it's totally consuming. I LOVE killing people in that game. I just kill every single living thing I see [if it's drinkable.] I tried to kill a cat and feed from it today but it didn't work. The reason, I think, is when I kill it is loses too much blood and there's nothing left for me to suck out. Now if Kain fed by biting I'm sure I could feed from the cat but since he kills his prey first [usually by his claws, a spiked club, or a sword] and then draws the blood up and out from their chest using [I guess] his mind - I can't really eat the cat. Anyway. I love PS games so much - it's quite sad. ...Silent Hill is frustrating though. Mainly because I don't know what the hell I'm supposed to be doing right now. There isn't an objective - that's known anyway. I mean I'm in this alternate reality - which I just kinda slipped into when I went through a normal door. And I'm in a mall. There are all these fucked up monsters around wanting to eat me and some women visited me for a second talking about the monsters coming to witness the beginning and all this was done by the hand of God and she needs me to remember something [My name in Silent Hill is Heather btw.] So right now my objective is basically made up by my assumptions and it is/they are to get out of the mall/alternate reality and to meet Claudia[the weird chick from my past] again. Damn I need a walkthrough.
Anyway - I think I should be going now. I'll read some Anita and sleep with my Valentine bear. :D
I love you my Angel. :kisses: Sleep sweet love.
Goodnight all. -sara