Sep 21, 2004 20:40
i am finally content. thinking about my life. figuring things out. i am in a band that im really enjoy, and we are doing pretty good. not that much stress. i am doing homework and studying... and surprisingly making nothing less than a B in any class. i hope things stay like this. i am looking at a 93 celica convertable very soon and might be purchasing it. that will make me a lot happier. and i'll finally have transportation places. will need to find a job definately but i want to work. i feel like a bum with all this extra time. i cant wait for this weekend. i love playing shows the adrenaline is great. i think im addicted to it. i learned that in psych , some people are addicted to drugs i am addicted to adrenaline. its possible. that explains why i almost get into fights everyday. and why i like being put into pressure situations. i am getting my hair cut soon i think. maybe tomorrow who knows i'll see what i feel like doing. i feel like having some drastic change to my looks. and i am gunna gauge my ears back up. that will be fun i just need to find someone who can start me off and give me the small gauges. if u can help me with that and let me borrow them for a little shout me a holla. ;)... it was kool hanging out with kt today. shes great and fun to be around. we went to eat and then went to walmart and then petsmart. then she had her chorus thing. shes a great singer. i made an attempt to see nichole but that didnt work otu too well. but soon that will change when i have my own car. i will go there whenever i want. hmmmm and noone can stop me. sounds great. but i did get a lot needed studying in psych done.. i have a test tomorrow i hope that goes ok. i just want it to be over with.i am listening to the old underoath now and it makes me sad. they were so good. why did they have to change. even though they are still good now, just not AS good. well yea thats all for now. i will talk to you fellas later.
-bri-