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so yea ive actually decided to make my semi-annual update! haha. . . yea. um, my computer sucks major ass and i can't get anywhere on it so i guess thats part of the reason i never update. but i had to get my ass to the library cuz there's so much that i have to look up and start planning for. plus i was bored out of my fucking mind sitting at home. so i have no idea where to start. go figure. um evan left a week before sunday to go to BTP. *shithead*. but when he left it hit me really hard that i spend absolutely all of my time with him. i think that is a bit of a problem. cuz when he left i found that i really had nothing at all to do. i've talked to him every night since he left so i kinda brought that up to him and suggested that when he gets home we should take a weekend a month or something and go do stuff with our other friends. i just forgot how much fun it is to hang out with the girls or all the other friends i unintentionally left behind when we started dating. i really hope that i didn't hurt anyones feelings by getting so caught up in him. i love him, with all my heart i really do, but i love all my other friends as well and don't want to be completely lost if god forbid something should happen between the two of us and we end up breaking up this year. so yea anyways. i guess i want to make it public that im sorry if i made anyone feel like they're less important to me in the past year. but man it really is crazy, as of last thursday evan and i will have been dating for 9 months. the time sure does fly. and what is so weird to me is that there's absolutely no sign of us ending things any time soon. i still feel that whole butterflies thing i felt when he first asked me out when im around him. so no matter how things end up i'm really glad that i've come so close to him and i know that i've at least made a buddy for life. geez since he left i've been doing everything to keep myself busy so im not moping around missing him and so on. i went up north for a few days to visit my aunt and nana. i went to see charlie and the chocolate factory with hannah, annie and joanne, went mini-golfing with andrew and hannah, had maddy stay the night and stayed a night at maddys, and even drove out to chicago with my aunt just for the day. yea that was fucking crazy. she just had a meeting with her modeling agency and we had starbucks with one of her friends. this guy jim (who we had starbucks with) is this huge advertising guy who had a photo shoot with my aunt for this really big campaign he came up with. it's a great idea, the guy is an absolute genius. he adores my aunt as well and if someone picks up the campaign then he wants her to be the main model through the whole thing. its a lingerie campaign and they're pitching it to huge businesses like victoria's secret and fredrick's of hollywood. my aunt really needs the money right now so i really hope everything works out for her.
man i really miss everyone at dance. i mean yea i've been going to class to keep in shape for congress but not everyone is there. and my darling annie left for ballet camp on sunday and that means we won't beable to really see her until she gets back from china next year. that's really sad. :-( we went to the movies like the day before she left and it didn't really hit me that she wasn't going to be around next year until then. man there's going to be a lot of people who won't be there next year. besides shelli and kristie this is the first year when people who i really care about are graduated and won't be there next year. it's sad but at the same time it's not because i know they're all going to go out and do great things in the world. it's their time to shine.
so it's quite random, i know but i think i'm gonna end up in boston after next year. boston university is looking really good for me right now. it's awesome though because evan is looking into boston conservatory and maddy was talking about wanting to go to school out there. that would be an absolute dream come true. granted it will be a whole new city for me but it would be so nice to have a few familiar faces out there so i'm not completely alone. who knows, wouldn't it be absolutely crazy if evan and i were still together then? if we dated through college. man i know that's thinking far ahead but the way he's talking that's what he's thinking so i'm not the only dreamer here. lol i can't remember who i was talking to but we were saying if (hypothetically speaking) evan and i got married, what our wedding would be like. invite the whole senior line from this year and seeing miss julie and mr. mike in ten years. it'd be like our own little reunion. haha yea it's a long shot but ya never know. it's actually kind of nice to be in this kind of situation because i don't feel like if we broke up i'd be a total mess. idk why we would but i just feel like even if we weren't dating, he would be a great friend. idk life throws ya crazy curves but we all come out alright in the end, right? well my time is running out and i really should be getting home. (she's all that is on tv!) i love that movie. . . lol. wow im a loser. OOHHHH one more thing. my mommy got a promotion at work so now she's some sort of big superviser person but they gave her a brand new impala and pays for her gas and phone bill and all that. pretty crazy huh? but yea now that she has the impala the mustang is pretty much all mine!! :-D. well that is until she sells it. . . :-( lol o well. my little escape has been gettin me around the past year, im not complaining.
IF ANYONE WANTS TO HANG OUT NEXT WEEK CALL ME! CUZ I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO PLANS. until thursday when we have class in the evening. and if mike decideds to schedule any other rehearsals for seduces me which im sure he will but yea call me anyways.
it's been fun kids. ill update in another 6 months. lol, just kidding, hopefully.
:-* -:-bRiAnnE-:-
man i really miss everyone at dance. i mean yea i've been going to class to keep in shape for congress but not everyone is there. and my darling annie left for ballet camp on sunday and that means we won't beable to really see her until she gets back from china next year. that's really sad. :-( we went to the movies like the day before she left and it didn't really hit me that she wasn't going to be around next year until then. man there's going to be a lot of people who won't be there next year. besides shelli and kristie this is the first year when people who i really care about are graduated and won't be there next year. it's sad but at the same time it's not because i know they're all going to go out and do great things in the world. it's their time to shine.
so it's quite random, i know but i think i'm gonna end up in boston after next year. boston university is looking really good for me right now. it's awesome though because evan is looking into boston conservatory and maddy was talking about wanting to go to school out there. that would be an absolute dream come true. granted it will be a whole new city for me but it would be so nice to have a few familiar faces out there so i'm not completely alone. who knows, wouldn't it be absolutely crazy if evan and i were still together then? if we dated through college. man i know that's thinking far ahead but the way he's talking that's what he's thinking so i'm not the only dreamer here. lol i can't remember who i was talking to but we were saying if (hypothetically speaking) evan and i got married, what our wedding would be like. invite the whole senior line from this year and seeing miss julie and mr. mike in ten years. it'd be like our own little reunion. haha yea it's a long shot but ya never know. it's actually kind of nice to be in this kind of situation because i don't feel like if we broke up i'd be a total mess. idk why we would but i just feel like even if we weren't dating, he would be a great friend. idk life throws ya crazy curves but we all come out alright in the end, right? well my time is running out and i really should be getting home. (she's all that is on tv!) i love that movie. . . lol. wow im a loser. OOHHHH one more thing. my mommy got a promotion at work so now she's some sort of big superviser person but they gave her a brand new impala and pays for her gas and phone bill and all that. pretty crazy huh? but yea now that she has the impala the mustang is pretty much all mine!! :-D. well that is until she sells it. . . :-( lol o well. my little escape has been gettin me around the past year, im not complaining.
IF ANYONE WANTS TO HANG OUT NEXT WEEK CALL ME! CUZ I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO PLANS. until thursday when we have class in the evening. and if mike decideds to schedule any other rehearsals for seduces me which im sure he will but yea call me anyways.
it's been fun kids. ill update in another 6 months. lol, just kidding, hopefully.
:-* -:-bRiAnnE-:-