::GASP:: AN ACTUAL UPDATE
alright nathan, now you can actually pull out the party stuff cuz this is an actual update. so this was a pretty good weekend and i feel like procrastinating so i decided to update. yea we have finals this week which sucks hella bad but we're done with school on friday and thats amazing! yay, seniors '06!! thats absolutely crazy. but yea anyways im not gonna update since the last time i did cuz that could take years. so we'll start with thursday. . .
Thursday- we had school which was eh. . . alright. im defiantely ready to be out. it's getting so hard to stay in class. but after school i came home -n- got ready for my mommy's birthday dinner. we went to hoop city which is like in frickin BFE but whatever it was really good food -n- it was pretty fun. it was my mom, my aunts erin and shannon, my uncle jerry, my cousins jessie and jacquelyn, my grandpa, my nana, me and evan. the first time evan got to meet my grandpa, ::gasp::, lol no it went well. my whole family absolutely adores evan so it was fun. we're takin baby steps for him to meet my physco dad, lol. it's not like i ever see him anyways so whatever. came home, did homework blah blah blah, boring shit. . .
Friday- OUR LAST FULL DAY OF SCHOOL! woo hoo! well most seniors dont have to take finals so it was their last day. and you know what that means. . . the last day for them to pull off their senior prank. in the middle of first hours they let stink bombs off in every hallway of our school. it quite possibly was the nastiest thing i've ever smelled in my entire life. it was so bad that erika and i decided to just leave 3rd hour, lol. oops. yea i told you it was getting hard for me to stay in school. so we came back and in the middle of 5th hour the seniors decided to let 5 bags of tiny little mice out by our gym. we have a HUGE mouse problem at our school so that was just wonderful. like they get in our vents and up in the ceilings, its great. sometimes if you look you can see them scurring across the lights in the ceiling. so they put us on complete lock-down during 7th hour trying to catch all the mice. we werent even allowed to go to the bathroom or anything. they locked us in our classrooms and yea. . .it was pretty funny actually. but i managed to leave because surprise surprise i didn't want to be there anymore, lol. so erika and i went and left a nice little note for evan on his car at groves, lol. i have these huge projects i have to do before the week is over and i knew i wouldn't get them done during the weekend so i decided to get started on them friday afternoon. i went and hung out with erika for a little while and we went to the mall and i got a really cute white skirt! :-D but on my way home frm her house evan called to see what i was up to. he ended up coming over for a little while cuz he was apparently done with hanging out with the boys at redline.
Saturday- when i woke up my plan was to just lay around and hopefully get some more work done. i got in the shower around 5 and when i got out kaz called me so i went over to his house. he was having a "party" but it was failing miserably, lol. emily and her sister were there and these three other guys who didnt really talk to anyone, lol. idk if i even caught their names. but thank god, kaz told me jenni was coming and she did. so i hung out with her and put my feet in the pool and the hot tub and just hung out there. evan called after his graduation party shit and came over. yea i was pissed at him but i dont really feel like getting into that. most of you who are reading this probably know what was going on anyways. im just really glad jenni was there cuz i got to talk to her and she saved me. i ended up getting so pissed though that i just left and went to see biggie at work. i love that boy! jenni called and said evan and kaz left so i went to go pick her up frm kaz's. but when i got there evan and kaz were back. evan and i talked and got things worked out, thank god. so yea im not gonna get into what happened next but let me tell you it was QUITE the shocker!! that's something that is gonna stay between kaz, jenni, evan and i for now though, lol. wow. . . thats all i have to say. so we hung out at kaz's some more. watched star wars -n- ate pizza. evan and i left. . . ::cough:: yea. lol 0:-) so anyways we both went home to grab our stuff and went back to kaz's and stayed the night there. evan wouldn't stop coughing all night. :-( poor baby. we ended up going to sleep at like 6:30.
Sunday- woke up pretty early and none of us could go back to sleep. it kinda sucked. evan went home and i got ready at kaz's. then we went to the kasprzaks for brunch. there was a bunch of ppl there that i probably couldn't even name them all. donnie was there and we listened to him play piano and sing for awhile. he's so fricken funny. sauna made the best fucking crepes ive had in awhile! yea evan started really not feeling good but he still went to rehearsal when they had to. i came home for a little while, got some work done, had to go get erika frm 11 and 75 cuz she was stranded. SORRY JENNI FOR NOT CALLIN YA BACK. it fuckin wasted gas but i felt bad for her so i did anyways. when evan got out of rehearsal i went over to his house and finished watching the pistons game. fuckin losers lost! we were so pissed but we got over it. kinda watched center stage because the boys never seen it. i was shocked. so yea then i just came home and crashed.
so today ive just been trying to finish my projects and keep my mind off not seein evan, o well. but yea i really better go finish studying and shit. grrr. . . only 4 more fucking days. and they arent even whole days. . . ok, ::sigh:: i can do this.
I can see you, don't even know you
Falling into the sheets at night
Place my hands flat on my chest
I feel the heart beat back the night
I've tried counting sheep, and I've talked to the shepherd
And played with my pillow for ever and ever
I sit alone, and I watch the clock
I breathe in on the tick and out on the tock
I can hear your bare feet on the kitchen floor
And I don't have to have these dreams no more
And I've found someone just to hold me tight
Hold the insomniac all night
I dig my head down deep
so I can't hear the cars
outside on the street
And the stars are laughing
They get a kick out of my misery
I tried everything short of Aristotle to Dramamine
And the whiskey bottle
Pray for the day when my ship comes in
And I can sleep the sleep of the just again
I can hear your bare feet on the kitchen floor
I don't have to have these dreams no more
I've found someone just to hold me tight
Hold the insomniac all night