(no subject)

[xbreatheindeepx]

do people seriously have sticks so far up their asses that it effects their brains?! what i dont understand is how you can love someone so much and not give a shit about their feelings. this isn't to one person in particular either. i can think of about five at the moment. it just amazes me how cold and cruel people can be. and to people that they claim they love. it hurts so much when you truly care about someone and would do anything in the world for them and they still talk about you behind your back. especially when they start talkin about a situation they seem to think they were part of but they definately weren't. i stick to everything ive ever said to my friends and nothing can change how much i love you all but you guys dont even understand how some of the things you do and say effect me. first off this goes to everyone at the dance studio. i would die for every single one of you. it really must suck for someone you though who make yourselves so miserable by not getting along with everyone when you have to see them so often. as corny as it is we are like one big family and should all be a hell of a lot more considerate of each others feelings. when something happens with one of you, it hurts the most. and for everyone else. . . i just feel bad for you because if you cant come clean with your friends of all people then you must be miserable with yourselves. im just done. i guess i cant control other peoples mouths so if you want to run them with a bunch of shit-talking then go for it.

i hate giving you all the pleasure of knowing that you've gotten to me, but you have. so congradulations, at least one of us is happy now. . .