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The whispers in the morning
Of lovers sleeping tight
Are rolling like thunder now
As I look in your eyes
I hold on to your body
And feel each move you make
Your voice is warm and tender
A love that I could not forsake
’cause I am your lady
And you are my man
Whenever you reach for me
I’ll do all that I can
Lost is how I’m feeling lying in your arms
When the world outside’s too
Much to take
That all ends when I’m with you
Even though there may be times
It seems I’m far away
Never wonder where I am
’cause I am always by your side
We’re heading for something
Somewhere I’ve never been
Sometimes I am frightened
But I’m ready to learn
Of the power of love
The sound of your heart beating
Made it clear
Suddenly the feeling that I can’t go on
Is light years away
yay evan's comin home tonight! this weekend didn't really seem like a real weekend. idk. i missed him. but it still was really fun. jessie and erin came over on friday and we went down to greek town and had some yummy food! lemon rice soup and saganaki make me very happy. lol, yea. OOO and we got a new big screen TV!! it's fricken sweet yo! lol, yea. . . but anyways we rented napoleon dynamite cuz erin has never seen it and the we got along came polly for fun. then yesterday I had an ACT prep class in the morning. . . i thought i was going to kill myself. but yea then erika came over and dyed my hair. it's not all that drastic but thank god, its more my natural color. i never want to have to dye it again. lol, that is until i get bored again. then i went to biggies house and saw kaz and there was like 20 people there, lol. it was fun. we went up to thunderbird lanes, even though like none of us bowled. I GOT TO SEE KRISTI THOUGH! that made me very happy. i never see her anymore. i miss her. :-( but i got to meet her boyfriend and we talked for a little while. i finally saw troy yesterday too. and i have catwoman which ill probably watch later cuz i still havent seen it and heard halle barry was amazing. so yea. um. . . im fricken bored right now. which kinda explains me actually updating, lol. im excited for this weekend actually. i think/hope that kandra is still having her party on friday. that should be tons of fun if she is. i love that girl btw, lol. then no dance on saturday!! yaya! that means i have all day to get ready for sadies. which sucks for evan cuz as soon as he's done with the BTP auditions, he's gonna have to go get ready to dance some more, lol. i can't believe how good things are going. seriously if i was outside looking in on this relationship of mine and evans i really dont think that i would have bet it lasting even this long. i mean i guess it looked a lot like we were both rebounding in the beginning but idk. like by now i usually get sick of the guy. lol, that sounds horrible but like with joel i was already a little tired of him after like a month and a half. like he had so many good qualities but i just couldnt look past his faults. with evan its just so different. idk. i dont even know how to explain it, im not even going to try. i just know i love him and im so glad he's in my life right now. so i was talking to kaz last night when we were at biggies house and he was talking about how he wanted to go to marymount and somehow me applying got brought up. i just dont know if i could get in. im not even sure i would want to. i mean, it'd be sweet cuz i could keep dancing and studying psychology at the same time plus i'd beable to party with two of my favorite people, lol. o gawd, setting me kaz and evan loose in the same college could be dangerous. cuz i mean ive always known that i want to move to new york or los angeles after high school, ive just been trying not to think about it. but its time to start thinking of it now. i think i'm gonna go out there over the summer and do a tour of the campus and whatnot. i wanna go out to la to and look at the ucla campus. idk, we'll see. i dont really know where else id wanna go. it'd be nice going to marymount with kaz -n- evan cuz then i mean, i'd know people. i wouldn't be completely by myself in a new city. im sure theres gonna be people going to nyu that wouldn't be that far away that i could still keep in touch with. i really really really dont want to stay in michigan. its gonna kill my mom when i start applying to colleges in ny -n- la. but she can deal. i feel bad leaving her all alone though. i hope this relationship with her boyfriend mark works out. they seem good for each other. i just, idk. i dont feel responsible for my mom i just wish that she had someone to depend on when im gone like she depends on me now. but yea. . . im gonna go find something else to do and stop thinking about this for now. . . :-\