the hardest goodbye
one year today, and i can honestly say its been really hard.
max. i cant even explain how much i miss you. for the longest time you were one of my best friends, every day we would talk and youd listen to me complain , wednesdays were my favorite cuz you would rub my back since it was sore from gymasntics. everyday at lunch since the 6th grade youd come to our table and eat our fries, so i called you the fry guy. you were my very first boyfriend, and we were all on and off for 6th and part of 7th grade. i rembmer for christmas you bought me all this awesome stuff, and i got you the cd you wanted. then in 7th grade i was scared to kiss you , but i always loved your hugs. you would alomost always make me laugh, you told me the funniest jokes and stories. and on the days you made me cry , it was b/c i cared so much about you and i hurt to see you do some things you did. i loved the sound of your laugh, the look you made when you were sad. your big smile. everything about you. its true when people say you never no what you have until its gone, i never even got to tell you how much i loved you , or how much you ment to me. and that im sorry. i know your happy up there , your with you daddy now and i know thats what you wanted so much. it does hurt knowing your " gone " but it is a warm happy feeling knowing your happy again. i remeber when you asked me , if any one would miss you if you were gone. max , i dont think there is one person who DOESNT miss you. you are seriously so amazing. and i know that i miss you like crazzzzyy. but i also love you so so much. Now when i thnk about you. i want to cry cuz i miss you , but i smile also , cuz i know your watching over everyone , and i know your smiling because your up there, flying high with your dad. keep that smile going. your the reason theres sun in the sky and stars and night.
" you light my world up " . God forever watch over him
max i love you. fly high forever baby. you deserve it.
april 18 1990 - may 12 2004.
max. i cant even explain how much i miss you. for the longest time you were one of my best friends, every day we would talk and youd listen to me complain , wednesdays were my favorite cuz you would rub my back since it was sore from gymasntics. everyday at lunch since the 6th grade youd come to our table and eat our fries, so i called you the fry guy. you were my very first boyfriend, and we were all on and off for 6th and part of 7th grade. i rembmer for christmas you bought me all this awesome stuff, and i got you the cd you wanted. then in 7th grade i was scared to kiss you , but i always loved your hugs. you would alomost always make me laugh, you told me the funniest jokes and stories. and on the days you made me cry , it was b/c i cared so much about you and i hurt to see you do some things you did. i loved the sound of your laugh, the look you made when you were sad. your big smile. everything about you. its true when people say you never no what you have until its gone, i never even got to tell you how much i loved you , or how much you ment to me. and that im sorry. i know your happy up there , your with you daddy now and i know thats what you wanted so much. it does hurt knowing your " gone " but it is a warm happy feeling knowing your happy again. i remeber when you asked me , if any one would miss you if you were gone. max , i dont think there is one person who DOESNT miss you. you are seriously so amazing. and i know that i miss you like crazzzzyy. but i also love you so so much. Now when i thnk about you. i want to cry cuz i miss you , but i smile also , cuz i know your watching over everyone , and i know your smiling because your up there, flying high with your dad. keep that smile going. your the reason theres sun in the sky and stars and night.
" you light my world up " . God forever watch over him
max i love you. fly high forever baby. you deserve it.
april 18 1990 - may 12 2004.