Apr 07, 2008 23:10
I really hate when i get into these moods where i don't go to school, do any homework. blah
i feel like a useless blob.
I havent been to 1st hour in 3 days.
and 2nd hour in 2 days.
I didnt go to school today.
Whats wrong with me?
I think i'm just so sick of school that i really want to get out.
but i wont be able to do that for another semester.
thats it. 1 semester and i'm done with high school.
I went to a party on friday, and it was really fun.
I met this really cool girl named Krystal.
Shes so awesome. and i hope we become good friends.
because she and i are so alike right down to our name.
but we spell it different.
Anyways, I always feel the things i do are useless because i'm going to have to do them again.
like laundry. I do it, but they get dirty and i have to do it again.
or like my job, which is going horrible btw.
i always feel like its never enough and i wish i could fill that void.
Things with me and Jake are better then ever, we are amazing.
I fall deeper in love with him everyday. We are as close as we can be
especially since we are a gazillion miles away from each other.
Jake ordered his wedding ring last night. Its all so surreal.
Summer time is almost here and i am so excited. :]
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