I'm sorry that you feel like this. I don't think that there's no hope for you. I think things will change and things will get better for you. <333 I know it's not like I know you, but if you need to talk to someone, you can talk to me. --- Lilly <333
hey i was reading your entry and i just wanted to tell you, you can talk to me anytime. lol great pictures of shawn. hes a cool kid...btw is your name kayla? xKara
......Kiki........jada_the_vampyrJanuary 9 2005, 20:46:37 UTC
:*( I miss you Kiki!!! COME BACK!!! PWEASE! It's no fun by myself...I'm getting depressed and Dad doesn't seem to notice. He keeps getting mad at me when I ask him to just sit and talk to me. Now that you've left...I'm officaially alone. I have no reason to go back to school, I have no reason to go back to anything. I miss you more than you think I do. I WANNA SEE YOU AGAIN! I have an idea though...If you think Uncle Sammy would be willing to brinng you up here one weekend. I can get Richie and Shane and all them to come over and we can just hang out. Richie promised me Chinese food...CRAB RANGOONS! But...Thursday....I balled like a baby....I called Andrews(?) house to see if you were there and his mom said you were in Lexington already and I cried....I cried so much I can't cry anymore. I've lost you again...and I never wanted to lose you again. It hurt like hell everytime.....now it hurts even more because not only have I lost you....I won't even see you. I won't hear your voice yelling different kinds of pie at me in the halls or
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Re: ......Kiki........xbreakmywingsxJanuary 10 2005, 03:22:03 UTC
i miss you crystal. i'm sorry i had to leave so soon. i was in the kitchen making tapioca pudding for andrew's mom when sammy came and got me. you can always call me hunni. you know that you can. my nmube ris 859-268-2681. and it's not like i'm not gonna come back when i get my license and get to drive.... yes you do have a reason to go back to school. to tell everyon ethat i got expelled and i died or something.
for serious? of course i will come spend the weekend with you! yay chinese food! try to bring jesus too haha.!
you cried? god everyone is making me feel so damn awful for moving down here. corey wants me back. he's my older cuz and he's all freaking out cuz he's not here to protect me. we're closer than everyone thinks.
you'll never lose me again hunnni. i'll always be here for you. and i'll come and see you when i get a car and if i can.
being down here away from everyone that hated me and despised me is helping. i'm with alot of friends and i hopd i'll make it.
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I know it's not like I know you, but if you need to talk to someone, you can talk to me.
--- Lilly <333
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i am hoping that things will change. fast.
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xKara
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sorry about the uber horrid/depressing post. i was erally thinking hard about my mistakes in the past.. and if i'm making the same mistakes...
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for serious? of course i will come spend the weekend with you! yay chinese food! try to bring jesus too haha.!
you cried? god everyone is making me feel so damn awful for moving down here. corey wants me back. he's my older cuz and he's all freaking out cuz he's not here to protect me. we're closer than everyone thinks.
you'll never lose me again hunnni. i'll always be here for you. and i'll come and see you when i get a car and if i can.
being down here away from everyone that hated me and despised me is helping. i'm with alot of friends and i hopd i'll make it.
i heart you crystal.
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