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i'm so scared right now. what if i've really fuced up my life by moving down here? what if i am as lonely here as i was up there? what if i suck at school? god i dunno anymore.
i took a shower this morning and the scars on my thigh are really noticable. i'm hoping no one will accidentally see them when i wear my skirts.
i wish i could stop cutting. i stopped for a while and now it's back again and it's really hard now. i can't just flat out stop again and now it's hurting me again. maybe i don't wanna stop but i really wanna at least slow down.
i'm going to henry clay. yeah i'm gonna miss my school (a little), and my band especially but i think (hope) that it will work down here.
tomorrow i'm going to a show at howlyn underground.. it should be sweet.
shawn is hot. he's my hot little emo boy.
johnny is a weirdo. but he's MY weirdo, he's prolly a nympho though...
rachel is my whore and i'm her whore. yayness!
kelsey is my wife! mine mine mine
harrison is a dork. but my dork
hahahaha! i own you all!
kelsey and harrison made up i think. i wish i knew what was going on in his head. and hers too just cuz i'd be amused.
i'm gonna go dye my hair now... and i pierced the right side of my lip. that's nummber 27!
i took a shower this morning and the scars on my thigh are really noticable. i'm hoping no one will accidentally see them when i wear my skirts.
i wish i could stop cutting. i stopped for a while and now it's back again and it's really hard now. i can't just flat out stop again and now it's hurting me again. maybe i don't wanna stop but i really wanna at least slow down.
i'm going to henry clay. yeah i'm gonna miss my school (a little), and my band especially but i think (hope) that it will work down here.
tomorrow i'm going to a show at howlyn underground.. it should be sweet.
shawn is hot. he's my hot little emo boy.
johnny is a weirdo. but he's MY weirdo, he's prolly a nympho though...
rachel is my whore and i'm her whore. yayness!
kelsey is my wife! mine mine mine
harrison is a dork. but my dork
hahahaha! i own you all!
kelsey and harrison made up i think. i wish i knew what was going on in his head. and hers too just cuz i'd be amused.
i'm gonna go dye my hair now... and i pierced the right side of my lip. that's nummber 27!