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[xbreakmywingsx]

today was a good day.
i spent the night over liz's yesterday and liz geneva and i got up at 1 and went to the skatepark to hang out with rocky and monty.

liz and rocky look so cute together.
monty looks so lonely.
liz and i are afraid that he'll be so desperate for a gf that he'll get a girl that'll treat him like shit.
if that happens then that bitch is gonna die.

it's 2am. i gotta be up at 8. fucking band.
i love band but i really don't want to fuck up my summer.
my social life down the drain.
no more anything.
fucking a.

i had a convo with eric today.
it hurts me saying that he isnt loved.
everyone there loved him.
and still do.
i wish he would stop dxm.
i dunno if that's gonna happen,
cutting is stupid.
next topic.

larry and i are fighting over money.
as per the usual.

marching band is going to kill me.
i'll be sxe for awhile.
and liz hates band cuz it's taking me away from her.
and i don't get to see samm as much. at all.

kelsey and miriam. wow.
3000 miles away and they talk all the time.
that is determination.
no wait.
that's love.

well i'm gonna go try to find a cig.
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