three weeks.
Best quote right now:
“You know that when I hate you, it is because I love you to a point of passion that unhinges my soul.”
it's been three weeks. what the fuck. i can't even explain how pissed off i am. i still have an unbelievable amount of love for him, so much that is makes me mad. i've been doing so good until last night. i feel useless, stupid, easy. it was horrible friday night. i started crying after. but for some reason i'm so over it now. i don't even understand how he cant take 5 minutes to give me my stuff back. i wasted so much money on him and hes still using my stuff. seriously. what the fuck. i don't understand how he's doing ok. there's no way he's not as messed up as i am... unless he completely did not care about me for the past year or so. it breaks my heart to think that he didnt care about me. i gave everything for him. i moved back here for him, and he ruined my life. i have nothing. it feels like it's been a year, it's only been a month.
i've got a few songs pushing me through:
You told me there's no need To talk it out
Cause its too late To proceed And slowly
I took your words
No looking back I wont regret, no
I will find my way I'm broken
But still I have to say
It's Alright, OK I'm so much better without you I won't be sorry Alright, OK
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say I wont return
Our bridge has burned down
I'm stronger now Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
You played me Betrayed me
Your love was nothing but a game
Portrait a role You took control, I
I couldn't help but fall
So deep But now I see things clear
It's Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry Alright, OK
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say I wont return
Our bridge has burned down
I'm stronger now Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
Don't waist you fiction tears on me
Just save them for someone in need
It's Way to late I'm closing the door
It's Alright, OK I'm so much better without you I won't be sorry Alright, OK
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say I wont return
Our bridge has burned down
I'm stronger now Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
It's Alright, OK Alright, OK Without you
No matter what you say
It's Alright, OK Alright, OK
Without you
I won't be sorry