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so good news for the cancer fairy, i'm probably never going to quit smoking.
i did not go to the annual easter service with my family this year. i did not go to dinner. i don't know what to say to them. i've cried so much this weekend, on the hour pretty much. including the middle of the night.
i'm going to go dig through old photos pretty soon i think. scan a few of them. just rub salt in the wound. maybe e-mail joe again although i know he won't answer.