misery, loves. company?

[xbravenewgirlx]

i feel am terrible.
i have to stop being so careless when it comes to other people's emotions.
i hate that i am always hurting someone.
guilt gnaws; it feels almost good. satisfying.
like i deserve it.
fake edit: sometimes i mean to. and that's the worst part; i hate thinking that everyone is always going to forgive me and that i'll always be

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[summerscene]

what happened?

get on AIM like now! Im on and we havent talked in foreverrrrrr!

<333,
melissa anne*

Re: two confessions.

[xbravenewgirlx]

this world {and your school, it sounds like} could use another heart.
and so it matters. why? because good things are always significant and i've decided that it makes toute la difference {don't know if this is feminine . . .} dans le monde.
so there you have it. something changed pour le mieux.
thank you, love.

[she_dares_say]

I think I understand. I think that many people feel the same way (and think that maybe I do too.) I don't know if it's any real consolation to say this, but people love you anyway.
-ky