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so love actually made me want to have a british accent really bad. i mean listen to those people. they sound so wise and all knowing. i want to sound like that. i did once cuz i was the lead in this play, and i had to learn the british accent. we had this teacher, and every time that we said a word wrong, she would tell us and we'd fix it. she was called the word nazi.
my heart is broken. i mean, its happened so many times, i thought i would get used to it. but this one hurt. i thought that maybe, just once, something might work out. i was wrong. i was so wrong. she took my heart, stared at it for a second, laughed, dropped it on the ground, and just walked away. then i was left there, and only allowed to ponder at my own insignificantness. i want to cry, but you guys will just think im emo. what is a boy with a broken heart to do?
so seeing lovedrug made me think that is seriously hope for this world. i can't imagine what its going to be like seeing them with copeland. that is neat.
man, today was alright. i mean, i got my guitar chord, so i was able to jump around my room and play my heart out until charlie looked in and gave me a weird look. then chase jay and myself went around sneaking. we learned things. things you could never possibly comprehend. then i gave someone a phone call. that went excellently. then i hung out with sb and brewer and amanda in fanning until the girl at the counter kicked us out because we were being annoying. now im watching orange county and its quite a treat to an excellent day.
i made a list:
-get journal from jay
-put stickers on my laptop
-study behavior mod
-drive whatever distance it may be during spring break back to nashville to see mewithoutyou, and drive back that night
-work out
-you will never know this one because only 3 people in entire world know and if they tell they will probably be ok because i really can't inflict much pain on someone
-gosh i really forget what the last one was on here
im excited for tomarrow. if only my heart wasn't broken beyond repair.
seriously, why would someone want to believe in a philosophy that said you don't have a choice. i mean what if one morning you woke up and you were like, i am going to beat this philosophy, and instead of eating my normal cheeios, i am going to eat cinnamon toast crunch..but see..later that day you were like crap i didn't beat the system at all, i wasn't fooling the philosophy at all, it knew i was going to have cinnamon toast crunch. that would suck.
i seem to operate under the false pretense that every single post has to have at least one profound thing in it. i don't think thats true.
i lost.
your love is a slow song, its resounding through my world again, and my heart is in motion.
my heart is broken. i mean, its happened so many times, i thought i would get used to it. but this one hurt. i thought that maybe, just once, something might work out. i was wrong. i was so wrong. she took my heart, stared at it for a second, laughed, dropped it on the ground, and just walked away. then i was left there, and only allowed to ponder at my own insignificantness. i want to cry, but you guys will just think im emo. what is a boy with a broken heart to do?
so seeing lovedrug made me think that is seriously hope for this world. i can't imagine what its going to be like seeing them with copeland. that is neat.
man, today was alright. i mean, i got my guitar chord, so i was able to jump around my room and play my heart out until charlie looked in and gave me a weird look. then chase jay and myself went around sneaking. we learned things. things you could never possibly comprehend. then i gave someone a phone call. that went excellently. then i hung out with sb and brewer and amanda in fanning until the girl at the counter kicked us out because we were being annoying. now im watching orange county and its quite a treat to an excellent day.
i made a list:
-get journal from jay
-put stickers on my laptop
-study behavior mod
-drive whatever distance it may be during spring break back to nashville to see mewithoutyou, and drive back that night
-work out
-you will never know this one because only 3 people in entire world know and if they tell they will probably be ok because i really can't inflict much pain on someone
-gosh i really forget what the last one was on here
im excited for tomarrow. if only my heart wasn't broken beyond repair.
seriously, why would someone want to believe in a philosophy that said you don't have a choice. i mean what if one morning you woke up and you were like, i am going to beat this philosophy, and instead of eating my normal cheeios, i am going to eat cinnamon toast crunch..but see..later that day you were like crap i didn't beat the system at all, i wasn't fooling the philosophy at all, it knew i was going to have cinnamon toast crunch. that would suck.
i seem to operate under the false pretense that every single post has to have at least one profound thing in it. i don't think thats true.
i lost.
your love is a slow song, its resounding through my world again, and my heart is in motion.