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soo, Nikki had an away a second ago that said, "no one is perfect until you fall in love with them." which could not be more true. I feel the only reason I cannot let this go is because I am not seeing Chris, I am building him up to be fantastic. I haven't heard one of his annoying cmts in two weeks. I need to hear him &see him be less than perfect. but what makes me sad, is that it will probably only make me realize why I love him. he's ridiculous, but he was my ridiculous Chris. he is my best friend, honestly, &I feel so strange not talking to him everyday. ahhh! I need my car. I need to stop this craziness. I need to have fun times.
but!
luckily, YSWP is going to OLIVE GARDEN tonight as far as I know &I am gonna like, kill myself with happiness. god, do I ever LOVE having sweet sweet pasta &never ending bread sticks! [=
I am so grateful for everything that people have been dealing with me saying lately. I know that I am being incredibly annoying but, this is so super hard. esp not seeing him. ahh! it's complete craziness!
I love you all!
<33333333!
but!
luckily, YSWP is going to OLIVE GARDEN tonight as far as I know &I am gonna like, kill myself with happiness. god, do I ever LOVE having sweet sweet pasta &never ending bread sticks! [=
I am so grateful for everything that people have been dealing with me saying lately. I know that I am being incredibly annoying but, this is so super hard. esp not seeing him. ahh! it's complete craziness!
I love you all!
<33333333!