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basically,
if it weren't for Shea and Angelica I would have gotten two ugly longsleeve shirts and a blanket for Christmas. I asked for two things, and told my Dad pick! either one is just fine and lovely. Tires for my car or a Wii, obv I would think he'd pick tires because they're easier to find but he picked.. nothing. thanks Dad, I feel so loved and like you really know who I am. so, I spent my Christmas sleeping and wondering when my Dad just gave up on Christmas. then Kayla called and I talked to her. then I took a shower and now at 4, Chris finally called so I could feel like maybe Christmas matters. but I bet I'll just feel awkward and quiet. &I'm going to go make cookies.
honestly,
I didn't even get excited this year.
I'm not hard to buy for.
I would have just liked to get something.
even a hello kitty folder,
something that shows that you pay attention to anything I do.
if it weren't for Shea and Angelica I would have gotten two ugly longsleeve shirts and a blanket for Christmas. I asked for two things, and told my Dad pick! either one is just fine and lovely. Tires for my car or a Wii, obv I would think he'd pick tires because they're easier to find but he picked.. nothing. thanks Dad, I feel so loved and like you really know who I am. so, I spent my Christmas sleeping and wondering when my Dad just gave up on Christmas. then Kayla called and I talked to her. then I took a shower and now at 4, Chris finally called so I could feel like maybe Christmas matters. but I bet I'll just feel awkward and quiet. &I'm going to go make cookies.
honestly,
I didn't even get excited this year.
I'm not hard to buy for.
I would have just liked to get something.
even a hello kitty folder,
something that shows that you pay attention to anything I do.