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[xbrand_new_dayx]

today was ok. i woke up this morning and the world seemed dark, as if someone had shot the sun. it was ridiculously warm also. i was beginning to wander if my life had suddenly become a truely realistic dream. most frightening.

school was mediocre. just your average school day i assume. teachers, students, pencils, and pens. hal left early so i got to see what life would be like without her. terribly unpleasant. glad she came here.

this weekend i dont have any idea what i am doing. friends maybe. football game on friday i know. saturday is undeterminable. sunday hal is coming over.

lunch was hilarious today but i really dont wish to tell on this fantastic program. but i will gladly tell anyone in person. i havent received a call on my cell phone in a while. no one loves me...haha. im such a loser and a loner.

i discovered this accessory on my computer that tells me when we are receiving a call so my mom wont get mad when i dont answer because i only have one phone line.

i feel that as the days go by i am losing more and more friends. i dont know what it is about me that drives people away. i guess im just annoying and no one wants to be around me. but thats understandable. i mean come on. we are talking about me after while. but i guess ill continue on living with no friends.

bye.