i feel terrible....i want to cry, then die...i think it'd make everyone happy

[xbrand_new_dayx]

blah. this has been a bad day. i let jess down. i feel like a butthole. we were supposed to go to see a movie with russ and kegan, but my mom didnt agree. and i was supposed to call her and tell her. but i didnt cause im a jerk. and she called. and i didnt even pick up the dang phone. like both of those would prolly make any girl hate another guy. i screwed up big time. im not very with girls. and it sucks cause jess is cool. she deserves better friends than me. i hope she can forgive me. she's had to forgive me a lot lately. gosh she's awesome. but i dont know if she still feels the same way about me. i wanna cry. im such jerk. i now know why everyones callin me mean. guess every hates me today. sorry everyone.

try to stay classy!