Of all the things I believed in, I just wanna get it over with...
Well, let me tell you how my health is going down the shitter.
I've missed three days of school, not consecutively of course,
but three days is enough to make my mom nervous that I'm gonna fail or something.
I have broken sleep, and last night I didn't even get a solid half hour
which is why I stayed home today.
I come home exhausted, pass out for like an hour, talk until dinner,
eat, pass out some more, talk for a short while (because I can't stay awake anymore =[ )
and then go to bed at like 9ish.
My nose is completely plugged, so I've been breathing through my mouth for the whole weekend
which has given me the loveliest pain in my throat ever.
On Friday afternoon I got into the doctor's because my face was so swollen my mom was afraid to tell me
and the doctor said from the symptoms I told him about, that I have a sinus infection.
So he perscribed me liquid amoxicillin, which I started taking that day.
So far, what has it done for me? Pretty much nothing.
The swelling in my face has gone down to a normal level (a go-out-in-public level)
but my eyes still get pasted shut by morning and I can barely breathe when I wake up.
I have to sleep almost in an upright position now, which is actually really difficult.
I don't suggest it, especially if you normally sleep on your stomach.
But sinus infection doesn't really explain my morning sickness and hot/cold sweats.
Honestly, I'm so sick of being miserable.
And I don't mean to sound like a whiny bitch, but this SERIOUSLY is MISERABLE.
This isn't exactly how I pictured starting off my summer.
But as I always tell myself, this too shall pass,
and soon we'll be out of school, I'll have my license,
I'll have my job back, and I can kick back and relax.
And I'm not gonna lie, the BFFs have been making this so much easier on me too. =]
And good news...my cousin Sam is able to come out for a week! =D
The day after we get outta school is when her plane comes in.
This summer, ohhh, it's gonna be a hell of a time. ♥
Man, music is getting better and better these days...
The Story | Brandi Carlile
All of these lines across my face tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been and how I got to where I am
But these stories don't mean anything when you've got no one to tell them to
It's true, I was made for you
I've climbed across the mountaintops, swam all across the ocean blue
I crossed all the lines and broke all the rules
And baby, I broke them all for you
But even when I was flat broke you made me feel like a million bucks
You do, I was made for you
You see the smile that's on my mouth, it's hiding the words that don't come out
All of the ones who think I'm blessed, they don't know my head is a mess
No they don't know who I really am and they don't know what I've been through
Like you do, and I was made for you
All of these lines across my face tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been and how I got to where I am
But these stories don't mean anything when you've got no one to tell them to
It's true, I was made for you
It's true, that I was made for you. ♥
I've missed three days of school, not consecutively of course,
but three days is enough to make my mom nervous that I'm gonna fail or something.
I have broken sleep, and last night I didn't even get a solid half hour
which is why I stayed home today.
I come home exhausted, pass out for like an hour, talk until dinner,
eat, pass out some more, talk for a short while (because I can't stay awake anymore =[ )
and then go to bed at like 9ish.
My nose is completely plugged, so I've been breathing through my mouth for the whole weekend
which has given me the loveliest pain in my throat ever.
On Friday afternoon I got into the doctor's because my face was so swollen my mom was afraid to tell me
and the doctor said from the symptoms I told him about, that I have a sinus infection.
So he perscribed me liquid amoxicillin, which I started taking that day.
So far, what has it done for me? Pretty much nothing.
The swelling in my face has gone down to a normal level (a go-out-in-public level)
but my eyes still get pasted shut by morning and I can barely breathe when I wake up.
I have to sleep almost in an upright position now, which is actually really difficult.
I don't suggest it, especially if you normally sleep on your stomach.
But sinus infection doesn't really explain my morning sickness and hot/cold sweats.
Honestly, I'm so sick of being miserable.
And I don't mean to sound like a whiny bitch, but this SERIOUSLY is MISERABLE.
This isn't exactly how I pictured starting off my summer.
But as I always tell myself, this too shall pass,
and soon we'll be out of school, I'll have my license,
I'll have my job back, and I can kick back and relax.
And I'm not gonna lie, the BFFs have been making this so much easier on me too. =]
And good news...my cousin Sam is able to come out for a week! =D
The day after we get outta school is when her plane comes in.
This summer, ohhh, it's gonna be a hell of a time. ♥
Man, music is getting better and better these days...
The Story | Brandi Carlile
All of these lines across my face tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been and how I got to where I am
But these stories don't mean anything when you've got no one to tell them to
It's true, I was made for you
I've climbed across the mountaintops, swam all across the ocean blue
I crossed all the lines and broke all the rules
And baby, I broke them all for you
But even when I was flat broke you made me feel like a million bucks
You do, I was made for you
You see the smile that's on my mouth, it's hiding the words that don't come out
All of the ones who think I'm blessed, they don't know my head is a mess
No they don't know who I really am and they don't know what I've been through
Like you do, and I was made for you
All of these lines across my face tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been and how I got to where I am
But these stories don't mean anything when you've got no one to tell them to
It's true, I was made for you
It's true, that I was made for you. ♥