I HATE MY LIFE!

Jul 05, 2004 16:39

OK.  Well I come home from my first day of work to fucking bullshit!  I could really care less to ever talk to Ariel again because she told Corey that I "liked" Ravyn.  When she does not even know that for sure.  So now no matter what the fuck I do I am never going to get to hang out with my bestfriend.  I think that was Ariel's little plot.  Which ( Read more... )

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ha daviencrow July 5 2004, 22:16:26 UTC
God Damn why do LJ people whine so much , Oh god tell the world your disspearing from the face of the earth , you like the Attention don't you ? Makes you feel loved ? ... don't feel like im singling you out , I get sick of people your/our age acting that way over spilled milk.

Well lets get to the point I really don't appreciate the fact you flirt with my g/f , and I have thought all along and let them both know it , that you have wanted to mess with her and that you like her ... Unlike them 2 I have less of a reason to be naive to your little games. Ariel was telling me nothing I didnt think already , I simply told her "Told you So." I don't see how your such "Best Friends" anyways after only talking for like a month ... That's a Fools friendship .. I think you just like her reguardless of how she feels about you .. This all looks like a big plot to get Ariel out of the way and to get to Ravyn .. I would continue but my issues with Ravyn at the moment aren't your concern ....

I dont really care if you 2 hangout ... But I think it's shady .. I'll give you a heads up , If I truly beleive something is going on , You better beleive i'll fuck your shit up .. That's a promise many have found me to keep when they've crossed the line with my past girlfriends ... That Cody guy is lucky he's in California and Ravyn I suppose is Lucky I dont feel like I should dump her unless that's what she wanted ... That makes her look supsicious in this situation as well ... You have a Fair warning .. And dont expect it to be a fight IF it comes to that i'll aim to damage... I'm no fool so don't expect me to trust you like Ariel did and Ravyn does.

Now having said all of that , Hopefully any differences can be set aside for now , until , and if a situation like that comes to pass. Think i'm a Jackass if you want , talk shit , whatever , I'm just being blunt and honest ... Bye

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Re: ha xbr0k3n_ang3lx July 6 2004, 15:49:09 UTC
First off not I have never liked Ravyn nor will I ever! She is just a friend if you want to know. OH and I wanted you and her to work out if you don't beleave me then ask her. For your warnning you don't know who the fuck you messing with ok. I had no plot to get Ariel out of the way to get to Ravyn because she is fucking happy with you. I could care less aboutyou playing the "stay away from my g/f" bullshit that is not for me. Ariel has filled your head with shit. I don't want anything with Ravyn I just what you and her to be fucking happy is all. As for me and Ariel that is none of your concern thank you. That is between me and her. It's done as far as I see it and she fucked that up for her self. So that you for your childish comment on my journal. Buh bye now.

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Re: ha daviencrow July 6 2004, 16:18:20 UTC
You seem to underestimate my sincerity perhaps because your hiding behind the screen on your computer , I doubt you would be so quick to act bold in person. Trust me I know who I'm fucking with and theres no reason to fear somone like you nor am I asking you to fear me so save your breathe.

If you have the Odacity to call anyone or anything Childish when your acting the way you do at your age then you truly do deserve the feelings that you need to dissapear from the world or need to destroy yourself and I encourage you to do so , kill yourself nobody will remember you for long , once the mourning has past you have done nothing but gripe and whine the majority of your life I can tell from your demeanor and the world may indeed be better off without another "somone" who has done nothing to be remembered by.

I didn't tell you to stay away from Ravyn , In fact I said I didn't care if you hungout , perhaps your the type to read between the lines in a long confrontational message ::Shrugs:: .. But I have explained myself and given you a fair warning as to if you try anything with her and besides my obvious bluntness and honest on the matter , I think I was quite polite considering the situation and the way you treat one of my good friends (Ariel). As I said we can set differences aside for now... But that doesn't mean I'm going to sugar coat anything I say. Do me a favor and grace me with an intelligent reply if your going to brother speaking again in this direction.

Ariel has nothing to do with the way I feel about this , If anything I made her paranoid because she asked me what I thought about it .. Ive thought something from the begining , it's my unstrusting nature to do so.

And BTW Ariel makes this my buisness b/c she talks to me about yall's problems and if you think that it is none of my buisness perhaps you should stay out of mine and Ravyn's as well .. That would be only fair unless your the double standards type of person.

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Re: ha xbr0k3n_ang3lx July 6 2004, 19:27:03 UTC
You know what? Fuck off boy. Go bother someone else with your blah, blah, blah bullshit because I am tired of it. You said what you "had to" now I don't care. I don't know you nor do I ever care to. What you think just means shit to me so yeah. Buh bye. Leave it at that too. *smiles and winks*

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Re: ha daviencrow July 6 2004, 19:46:02 UTC
I just love the fact I'm getting to you because you know I'm right. I don't know you either and I don't want to know you as well .. The feelings are mutual. I don't associate myself with people as weak minded as you anyways.If I were you I would stay where you are and never move anywhere near VA b/c if we ever do meet you may find the exprience to be a quite memorable one in a very negative sense.

BTW i'm sorry if all you can make of what i'm saying is blah blah blah blah , perhaps you should look into re-studying English ^_^ ..

I tried to be blunt and civil with you , my "threats" were hypothetical as to situations that could arise and I have no reason to be nice to you and as I said "sugar coat" anything I say to you. Obviously you don't want things to be civil and I'll accept that as well.

If you don't care stop posting , If your not mad don't get a tone , and if you reply as I requested before do so showing that you have at least an ounce of intelligence , maturity , and can accept your own flaws without going into denial .. I still suggest you should kill yourself , in fact I'd put the weapon in your hand if I thought you were serious about hating yourself and life so much. That is the essence of your Drama , you create it for yourself. If you don't want drama perhaps you shouldn't create the stage for the play to take place..

Word to the wise , now i'm not condoning that the Wink and smile were indeed factual b/c I know it was just an attempt to hide the fact I am getting under your skin .. But if you ever winked and smiled at me in person you would find yourself missing the use of that eye and in dire need of a dentist.

Peace out , loser

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Re: ha xbr0k3n_ang3lx July 6 2004, 20:06:09 UTC
Wait didn't I tell you to FUCK OFF? I think I did. I don't have to talk to you like I talk to anyone else. This is because why? I don't care! So if you want to keep sending this comments back that I am not going to read because I don't want to waste my time and I have better things to do. Then you need to just get over it and leave it the fuck alone. Oh yeah and just to let you know putting a weapon in my hand with you in-front of me would be a bad idea. *winks* Later.

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Re: ha daviencrow July 6 2004, 21:07:50 UTC
It's not natural to Wink in that manner so often ( : might wanna get that checked .. I enjoy getting under your skin , and obviously from your complaints to Ravyn and otheres about it I am achieving my goal. Yes you did tell me to fuck off , No need to point it out , your the one with the reading problems remember ? As if that would deter anything from else from being said in the first place. Anywho ,There was never anything for me to be over , I'm just having fun fucking with you and getting on your ass about your rudeness , Need for attention , self reassurance , pity , your empty suicide threats , and your obvious ignorance .. And well It takes me less than 2 mins to write these replies so i'm not wasting my own time , just yours that is if you really have anything better to do that I could be keeping you from , and if that was the case it would just add to my aims. What can I say your immaturity entertains me. Trust me if you had a weapon in your hand anywhere near me , even if i gave it to you , I hardly think somone who "wants the world" to know their dispair over petty issues would have the balls to use it , let alone would you have the balls to swing at me unless I beckoned it. Your as harmless as a bi-polar Fly.

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Re: ha daviencrow July 6 2004, 21:08:28 UTC
It's not natural to Wink in that manner so often ( : might wanna get that checked .. I enjoy getting under your skin , and obviously from your complaints to Ravyn and otheres about it I am achieving my goal. Yes you did tell me to fuck off , No need to point it out , your the one with the reading problems remember ? As if that would deter anything from else from being said in the first place. Anywho ,There was never anything for me to be over , I'm just having fun fucking with you and getting on your ass about your rudeness , Need for attention , self reassurance , pity , your empty suicide threats , and your obvious ignorance .. And well It takes me less than 2 mins to write these replies so i'm not wasting my own time , just yours that is if you really have anything better to do that I could be keeping you from , and if that was the case it would just add to my aims. What can I say your immaturity entertains me. Trust me if you had a weapon in your hand anywhere near me , even if i gave it to you , I hardly think somone who "wants the world" to know their dispair over petty issues would have the balls to use it , let alone would you have the balls to swing at me unless I beckoned it. Your about as harmless as a bi-polar Fly.

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Re: ha daviencrow July 6 2004, 21:15:13 UTC
In fact , while I was looking over what I read for any major errors I decided to tell you... Just stop replying and let me get the last word in Since "you don't care" ^_^ ... Would only proove me more right if you continue ackowledging me right ? ^_^ ... hate me more .. Talk shit about me it helps for promotion.

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