well look whos dying now

[xboysxlikexyoux]

bill just told me he likes me.
dan made me feel like a slut.
briars pissed at me.
im a bitch.
paul hates me.
matt couldnt give two shits about me.
i had the worst night of my night last night and if anyone finds out im done for life.
everyones moving for school and i hate it.
im crying.
im pathetic.
i miss silly things
like monopoly nights with paul
and 5th wheel with matt
and grade 8 with ashley
and hugging jeremy
and the hammock at mels party
and talking to mikey on the phone
and jimmys mom
and seeing tif every morning.
i want everything to be certian but no ones so sure of anything.
im not happy with myself.
i just want amazing friends and good times again.
no drama.
no lies. no rumours.
all truth.
and i always make an idiot of myself now.

"i think im finally scared now."

everyones leaving and i dont wanna end up alone.

i wanna go to school and get it over with so i can be with everyone aagin
and get my license to visit everyone.

err
im
so
so
so
sorry.

for everything.
i cant regret it lets just forget it.
i miss john sometimes.
he hates me too.
how did i screw that up.
oh wait i remember.
errr.

no more rambling to myself

<33.me.

all good things.