Feb 15, 2005 16:51
Two days in a row ive woken up completely and utterly happy. I feel so free of everything! worries.. problems...depression they seem to be no more.
I woke up this morning utterly happy to be alive. I just wish I could spread this joy to everyone. I think I'm finally getting better. I no longer feel like Im going insane or spiraling down.
Next week will be my 4 month aniversary of not cutting, which makes me so proud of myself. I was looking at my scars and thinking about it last night, they are so horrible ugly and I cant wait till they finally fade.
I love everything and everyone right now.
Love,
Seville