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i woke up this morning to such a terrible dream about him, he was telling me about the girl he was seeing, they started dating after just one night of hanging out. it made me sick, i woke up this morning with tears welling. I hate it I wish it wasnt there i dont know why i go back and forth between being okay and then not being. why do i let him do this to me again? i can barely even type through the tears.
im just so fucking sick of this, im sick of eveything and on top of it im getting sick.
im just so fucking sick of this, im sick of eveything and on top of it im getting sick.