Break Up
I guess me and Andy are now "taking a break" over the stupidest fucking reason ever. One argument and he needs time to think about things and it's because I chose to be on my brother's side instead of his. Is it so wrong to chose family first?? Please someone tell me!!! Should I have chose his or my own brother? Cuz I guess Alex was being an ass to Andy, he got pissed and wanted to beat him up and I said No. And I told him if he laid a fucking finger on my brother that we're through. Not only will he not care about my opinions but it'll fuck up the good relationship he has with my parents. They'll hate him and I won't be allowed to hang out with him. So wtf!? What am I to do. Isn't it all not worth it?
But whatever. I can't let this drag me down. I've just got to stop thinking about it and move on... If I do lose him in this, then it's his loss not mine. If he can't respect my family and friends, then I can do better right?
I donno... Im just so upset and pissed at the same time. I really don't know exactly how I feel.
But 2 things that so made my day is one, I seen Xai. Just seeing his bright smile and happy face can always cheer me up. He's just that kind of person... And the other thing is Amy, Alex and I waxed my car and it's looks so nice. It's all shiny and pretty. And I bought the right cord to plug in my iPod too to my head unit instead of using the crappy reception iTrip. And Derek came into work at the Exclusive, oh he's so HOTT!
hehehe. One reason I love going there. Mua ha. But yeah anyways! Alex was like saying it sounds better (quality wise) than he thinks it does in his car. Ha sweet! It did sounds pretty fuckin nice in my car.
But yeah, I think I'm gonna go. ttyl
-Ashley