gosh i am so aweful taht i amusing the same entry for two journals

[xbowiex]

gosh i am awful at updates

so how are you?

today i had to make a presntation in steele's class.
it was good, i guess everyone liked it, except cara.
she hated it, she kept shooting daggers at me.sorry.
but today i felt icky, just bad.
i haev been lately.
i think that i have lost sight of myself and who i try to be.
i find my morals to be lacking sometimes and thast sucks.
not really my morals, just i dont know, mybe
my actions and how i never ever think first.
ever.
but i thibnk that sometime we can all forget ourselves and we cant change that.
maybe not.
hei-yue just imed me:
oxoheyyouoxo: hi holly i love you.
and that just made me feel better.
just teh fact that she knows me so well
and that those words mean so much.
and i am worried about a friend and i cant do anything about it
and that sucks.
but i have been listening to Live all day and that makes me feel
a little better.
i am cold and tired and feel down but whatever
i mean we have our own issues and i am sur ethta you
dont come back here to reaad about mine. or maybe you do and
are just that great of a person.
either way;
thank-you