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gosh ive been meaning to update for such a long time.
but i havent.
im not really sorry, i mean if this is how you find out what ive been up to then you could always talk to me and ask me. so i've been kind of busy with dyc and the whole overnight.
i really love dyc and i am soo bummed its over for me. i just want to stay there forever.
but whatever.
lately ive been getting really fed up with people. and i just wanted to say that im sorry.
i have no excuse merely a reason.
i think its because i have grown up in a dysfunctional family... but hasnt everyone? i mean theres always something about people that we dont liek and we adapt too. so i guess thast all.
i met some way cool people this weekend.
dont you just wish you could do a complete 360 sometimes and forget your apast and start anew?
liek right now...i wan tto just rage and shove out all this negative emotion into the keybaord and thus this entry, but that wont chaneg how i feel.
i am hurt b/c one person took out all her rage on me {not anyone readinthis, she was an adult and from this weekend} and i mean i have tried soo hard to put it past me, and i haev talked to andrea and suzy, but it still hurts and i cant stop that and i wan tsoo badly to tell her, but i think that she will just say i deserve it b/c mayeb i do and what?
but i havent.
im not really sorry, i mean if this is how you find out what ive been up to then you could always talk to me and ask me. so i've been kind of busy with dyc and the whole overnight.
i really love dyc and i am soo bummed its over for me. i just want to stay there forever.
but whatever.
lately ive been getting really fed up with people. and i just wanted to say that im sorry.
i have no excuse merely a reason.
i think its because i have grown up in a dysfunctional family... but hasnt everyone? i mean theres always something about people that we dont liek and we adapt too. so i guess thast all.
i met some way cool people this weekend.
dont you just wish you could do a complete 360 sometimes and forget your apast and start anew?
liek right now...i wan tto just rage and shove out all this negative emotion into the keybaord and thus this entry, but that wont chaneg how i feel.
i am hurt b/c one person took out all her rage on me {not anyone readinthis, she was an adult and from this weekend} and i mean i have tried soo hard to put it past me, and i haev talked to andrea and suzy, but it still hurts and i cant stop that and i wan tsoo badly to tell her, but i think that she will just say i deserve it b/c mayeb i do and what?