Jan 22, 2005 10:00
i am so ridiculously directionally challenged, it's unbelievable. & it's costing me money. i was supposed to take the SATs today... ya, that didn't go well. i gave myself 20 extra minutes (because there was no doubt in my mind that i would get lost) & i still couldn't make it in time. what's even worse is that i still have to pay for the SATs, even though i didn't take them. i was 1/10 of a mile away from the place & i couldn't turn around... because i ended up on a highway that didn't have an exit for 14 miles. so that's 28 miles out of my way. somehow i ended up at the manchester mall, & i just pulled in the parking lot and broke down because i was so frustrated with myself. so i sat in the mall parking lot for a 1/2 hour until i stopped crying then drove back home, & now i'm here.
so it's kind of like this... when i try to do something, i know one of three things is going to happen:
1. i can't do what i want to do because i can't get there.
2. i get where i want to go, but then afterwards, i forget that i went because i'm super forgetful.
3. i just flat out forget that i was going to go in the first place.
Dear Brain,
i hate you. i wish you weren't so dumb.
Love, Lindsay