Feb 01, 2005 10:00
i decided to change my layout because of valentines day.. valentines day is such a gay holiday.. its just bullshit, you tell someone you love them and they lie to you and tell you that you love them.. thats messed up.. carmen has been tearing my heart apart bad.. i dunno what it is and why i feel it now.. and leydi isnt exactly helping, and all of my friends talk about relationships, and it just makes me feel bad. and my BST teacher isnt helping, this class sucks.. im only surviving because of vane, melissa and arthur. you know what, im not doing anything today.. just gonna sit here and write shit. i talked to leydi yesterday. she said i was cute and nice, but that i have to grow up.. that is some fucked up shit.. two compliments and a diss.. wow. she sent me a pic, she looked like a model in it.. well, i should wrap it up and write more later.. cuz the teacher coming.