dont ask
its so annoying
there is this ridculous tension between us. no i dont mean sexual tension. tension like "oh shit what do i do now" i look at him i feel flashbacks of how it was. He looks back at me and i dont even know what he sees anymore. am i just another girl now? but the looks he gives me are...intense. like maybe i had an impact on him.
should i say something to him? should i smile? should i wave? should i flip him off?
i often turn up my nose, look the other way, and stroll by. He knows i see him and i know he sees me. and i know neither of us know exactly what to do
once hes out of sight i take a deep sigh of relief, as if i was afraid to breathe while near him. and then i shake my head. how did everything go so very wrong?
and i wonder, does he feel the same? im not saying i like him or that he likes me. i just wonder if i affect him the way he affects me.
hmmm
there is this ridculous tension between us. no i dont mean sexual tension. tension like "oh shit what do i do now" i look at him i feel flashbacks of how it was. He looks back at me and i dont even know what he sees anymore. am i just another girl now? but the looks he gives me are...intense. like maybe i had an impact on him.
should i say something to him? should i smile? should i wave? should i flip him off?
i often turn up my nose, look the other way, and stroll by. He knows i see him and i know he sees me. and i know neither of us know exactly what to do
once hes out of sight i take a deep sigh of relief, as if i was afraid to breathe while near him. and then i shake my head. how did everything go so very wrong?
and i wonder, does he feel the same? im not saying i like him or that he likes me. i just wonder if i affect him the way he affects me.
hmmm