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so i'm feeling insightful right now:
y do we look towards our pasts for comfort? is it becasue we've alreayd lived through it and we know what to expect whereas int eh future everythign is so unsure no matter how confident and determined you are? is the past jsut a better time than the present or was it jsut an easier time?
i feel liek i look towards people and events in my past for comfort. i knwo that my past built me into who i am today and i'm not talkign about jsut calling up an old friend to talk. i am talking baout needing someone and looking to your past for them or seeing your past in your future. i'm tlakign about reminisicng on the good ol days and the days you took for granted. but in 5 years will we all look back and say that about now? is everyone jsut catching onto the moment a few years too late? i love everything going on rihg tnow i'm so happy and i knwo these times are great but i still think 'man remember that time we tried to start a band and 'skydived' out car windows? remember when we had this theory and that crush. man we were so lame i loved it.
maybe htis jsut shows that i'm ahppy with my life and i realize it later on how happy i truly am for everything. the people in it and the people who have lasted through the years. the memories that jsut dont get old and the memories u smile about anytime you look back on them.
but lately i am finding myself figure out parts of me and my future only using answers from my past and turning to old friends alot more often. i see things workign out in sucha crazy spect and it makes me so happy to think about it seems almost too movie, typical, story like to happen and maybe it is but i jsut know that fo rnow i'm really happy with me and my outlooks, morals, ideas, plans, friends, family, and health.
so on a less thoguthful note:
i feel liek i am so fit right now. i need to stretch more and be back to being flexible like i used ot be but i'm fit. classes are going good i hope this semester keeps going as good as it has. i worked at disney the otehr dday that was fun :) it had beena few months. my bday is in less than a month :) and i dont know i need sleep
goodnight sweet dreams to everyone!
-Christie
y do we look towards our pasts for comfort? is it becasue we've alreayd lived through it and we know what to expect whereas int eh future everythign is so unsure no matter how confident and determined you are? is the past jsut a better time than the present or was it jsut an easier time?
i feel liek i look towards people and events in my past for comfort. i knwo that my past built me into who i am today and i'm not talkign about jsut calling up an old friend to talk. i am talking baout needing someone and looking to your past for them or seeing your past in your future. i'm tlakign about reminisicng on the good ol days and the days you took for granted. but in 5 years will we all look back and say that about now? is everyone jsut catching onto the moment a few years too late? i love everything going on rihg tnow i'm so happy and i knwo these times are great but i still think 'man remember that time we tried to start a band and 'skydived' out car windows? remember when we had this theory and that crush. man we were so lame i loved it.
maybe htis jsut shows that i'm ahppy with my life and i realize it later on how happy i truly am for everything. the people in it and the people who have lasted through the years. the memories that jsut dont get old and the memories u smile about anytime you look back on them.
but lately i am finding myself figure out parts of me and my future only using answers from my past and turning to old friends alot more often. i see things workign out in sucha crazy spect and it makes me so happy to think about it seems almost too movie, typical, story like to happen and maybe it is but i jsut know that fo rnow i'm really happy with me and my outlooks, morals, ideas, plans, friends, family, and health.
so on a less thoguthful note:
i feel liek i am so fit right now. i need to stretch more and be back to being flexible like i used ot be but i'm fit. classes are going good i hope this semester keeps going as good as it has. i worked at disney the otehr dday that was fun :) it had beena few months. my bday is in less than a month :) and i dont know i need sleep
goodnight sweet dreams to everyone!
-Christie