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[xbonzi]

I need to start writing again. I used to write poems, lines, lists, anything to get my feelings out. I'm happy one minute then the next i start getting serious and i'm unhappy. I miss hangingout wiht people. My friends up at school are all moving and workign and going to school and my friends back home are not here. I've been sick for a couple days and jsut hanging aorund the house resting. I work next week and i'll be out by school for that week but still i miss having steady friends to call up and hang out with. I hate having conflicting thoughts. I"m getting kinda sick of myspace and facebook. I cut my hair again i like it but i'm growing it out now for a while officially. tomorrow i want to go out and have a great night with friends but i want to stay in and scrapbook too i'm a dork i know. i miss tumbling it was so sore afterwards and it felt sooo good i'm going again on friday. I want to buy a ton of things i dont need and i have no money to do that with.
hm i'm gonna go write some stuff my entries should cheer up after wards.
goodnight.