just sad...
i've had the same song on repeat for hours.
because it totally suits these moments.of sorrow.
i'm praying that i wont forget your existance again.
i promise my life on it. my brother. i love you.
i'll think of you the first moment i wake up every morning.
thinking of what you might be doing.
and when you will be coming home.
because you are the only one in this fucking family that understands me.
when you arent doped up or fucking stoned.
i hate tossing and turning in my bed every night.
because i dont know what to do with myself.
should i wake up to see tomorrow and see what it shall bring me?
or should i kill myself softly&slowly?