i'm in deep shit
i just got back from florida. it was tres good. i decided to leave tuesday night/wednesday morning around 4am. left around 5am. dipped out of work wednesday and thursday. probably a bad idea, but i am a bit more mentally and emotionally stable for the time being. i'm sure that's going to change tonight. imagine that? i just got back, though. and there is lots to be done. dammit. i work tonight 10-6am. immediately after that i'm going to my brother and sister's feis (irish dance competition). i'm hoping to get to sleep there or leave early and go to fucking sleep because i've got work 10-6am again tomorrow night. then sunday i've got work at boston market. now, THAT is going to fucking blow because that's the work i dipped out of. and something tells me that they're not going to like my reasoning for skipping work. does a complete and utter mental breakdown qualify as a reason to not be at work? surely being around LOTS and LOTS of knives is not a good idea with that mental state..it would be dangerous not only for myself, but for the employees and customers as well.....anyways. i gotta run. i think i'm going to esplode if i don't eat something and take a shower..later luvs.