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It really sucks when the person you have feelings for doesn't return them. As much as I shouldn't feel anything for this person, I can't help but get upset everytime he ignores me or doesn't want to see me. I just feel like I did something wrong, even though I know I didn't. I tried and I failed once again and it hurts. But the tears won't come. I just want to cry because that will make me feel slightly better, but I can't even force myself to. It's just weird. And I feel really lonely right now despite the fact that I just got home from being with friends. Ugh, things are just not going my way lately.