:'(

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so ur all sick of hearing about andy. okay well listen. he's leaving in 6 days, for 2 years. im completely devistated. you have no idea how much this kid means to me. hes everything i have ever dreamed about meeting in a guy. we get along way better than any other relationship ive ever been in. he means so much to me. and im losing him for 2 years. with the thought that he may not come back. and if he does, what if he doesnt want anything to do with me anymoer? what if feelings fade. i fucking hate george bush for this. last night we finally talked about it, sober? no. which was dumb. because it ended in both of us crying. and holding eachother and crying more. i mjust way too in love with him. i cant handle this. everyone that keeps asking, leslie why are u so skinny. stop. cause i dont wanna talk about it. i dont eat. thats why. i cant eat. so no more questions. i have to get to the doctors soon though, before he leaves, because i know im going to take it really bad. this should be the worst summer, ever. ontop of that. what friends do i have? ummmm lets seee..... oh yeah, none. great.

nov. 2008 - moving to cali, never coming back. kthanks.