Jan 29, 2004 00:48
In her I find humor. In her I find comfort. In her I find trust. In her I find loyalty. In her I find a best friend. In her I find myself.
It's amazing that I've found someone who is almost exactly like me in every way. It's weird, sometimes. We always discover little things that we have in common, and the little things add up, you know?
When she hurts, I hurt. It kills me to see her in pain because I care about her so much and I think she deserves so much happiness.
Sometimes I lapse into one of these depressions. And I hate it. And no one can help me through them. But her. Somehow she just .. She knows what to say, how to break through to me, and pretty soon I'm smiling again.
She falls into those moods too, at random times. And I hate that I can't help her all the time like she helps me. I feel like she does so much more for me than I do for her. I wish I knew what to do, how to make her feel better.
C.M., I thank God about a bajillion times a day for you, because I feel truly blessed to have you in my life. You're one of the few people I feel I can still trust, and that's a big deal. I hope you know how much you mean to me. I love you, girl.