i know i'm not your favorite record
Yep. The billionth day in a row I've woken up feeling miserable. I wonder if it's ever going to go away.
In 7 months I'll be in college. That's supposed to be great, right? When you're finally free, and on your own?
I know that I keep talking about how I need my freedom, and I can't wait to be independant, but I'm too dependant to be independant. I know I'm going to fucking lose it.
I wish I knew why I felt so fucking lonely. This has been a great weekend. Got into college, found out I'm taking one of my good friends to prom. Why can't I be happy?
Do I even know how to be happy?
Yeah I know that this journal is getting worse and worse every day, and I'm sorry. If you don't want to be bothered, you can just delete me from your friends list. From your life. You wouldn't be the first one.
In 7 months I'll be in college. That's supposed to be great, right? When you're finally free, and on your own?
I know that I keep talking about how I need my freedom, and I can't wait to be independant, but I'm too dependant to be independant. I know I'm going to fucking lose it.
I wish I knew why I felt so fucking lonely. This has been a great weekend. Got into college, found out I'm taking one of my good friends to prom. Why can't I be happy?
Do I even know how to be happy?
Yeah I know that this journal is getting worse and worse every day, and I'm sorry. If you don't want to be bothered, you can just delete me from your friends list. From your life. You wouldn't be the first one.