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Today already feels like a fucking depressing day. Waking up alone, to a stupid dog eating your shoes. Than to an empty apartment which I could be at work and making money, but I'm being lazy and feel like I should be cleaning. I'm not going to Vegas anymore. I feel awful and a horrible friend for doing so, but I'd rather spend two seconds with Miles than none at all. I've just been planning this trip for 6 monthes now. And I'm mad at myself for not going through with it or planning it more. I'm sad that I won't be spending it with any of my friends that I'll be having fun with. I don't really want to do anything for New Years this year.
My resolution: Save up and get out.
My resolution: Save up and get out.