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Dec 03, 2004 23:20

I find myself sitting around being very bored, and thinking that I should go out and do something....
But then I remember that I get enough human interaction at work, so I think it is best for me to avoid it as much as possible when I am not work. Now I don't mean interaction in general, I just mean interaction with people I don't know, or I don't like. Now considering my overly shy nature, I really don't know many people. And most the people I do know that are not my friends, I cannot stand. So this leaves me in quite a perdicamint, I get lonely very easily, but I like being left alone. Hmmm. I do declare I am one odd girl.
I am very very sick of guys thinking I like them, or that they have a chance with me because I am remotely nice to them. I must admite I am very nice most of the time, but that does not mean I like them. I am simply too nice to say "Ok jackass I don't like you, I wont go out with you so stop asking me!" But alas I am too nice and I just ignore them. Sometimes I think if I said "Fuck off" everytime I thought it, I would be yelling at 85% of the people I talk too.

My lip is almost compleatly closed, you can still see where the hole was if you look really close. I don't know, now that I have it out I can see that I look better with out it. I mean I liked it for a while, but it kind of took away from my face a little. Ehe. But I still really like my nose piercing, it's very meish. Well thats not a real work, but whatever.
I was thinking about this time when I was 12 and I was visiting my aunt and uncle in Saint Lewis. We went shopping one day in this ultra alternative part of town. I was in heaven I remember being inlove with all the clothes and jewelry. We walked out of one store and there was a woman who was probably 23, she had bright blue hair, a nose piercing with a hoop in, she had these really cute tattoos on her upper arm, and she was wearing a plaid mini shirt with a tank girl tee shirt combat boots and fishnets. I remember thinking, "this is the most beautiful woman I have ever seen" Soon after I picked my jaw up off the side walk my uncle made a comment on how she was freaky looking, and was probably a slut. That was when I decided that was exactly how I wanted to be when I grew up. She was perfect, I knew right then that I was ment to be "Weird looking."
Blah I am tired and my mucles hurt....

I'm such a dork!
P.s. There are a plethora of run on sentences in this post, but I honestly don't give a damn!
I ♥ J.S.K
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