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Why am I so God damn neurotic? It is starting to piss me off. I have made myself sick worrying about something that I am most likely completely either ignoring or blowing out of proportion. Right now I am so sick at my stomach because I think someone is mad at me and avoiding me. Like honestly wtf is wrong with me. I fucking hate this! Why can't I just sit here and worry about other stupid stuff, like why I'm so fat, or why my hair is taking to long to grow. For Gods sake I am driving my self nut's here. And I know it's because I am on my period but none the less I am still making myself sick worrying. And to make matters worse my mom just threw a monster sized hissy fit because I wanted to know how long she would be on the computer. I swear to God I can never get a straight answer out of that woman. I mean I had a right to ask, I just went to the bathroom and before I got back she jumped on the computer. Like fuck me, seriously!
I feel like some evil creature is tearing away at my ovaries, my vagina hurts, I'm bloated and all I ask is to know when she is getting of the computer. So she storms off slamming doors and crying. God it sucks to have a mom who acts like she is 13.
Blah blah blah fuck my ass blah blah blah blah!!!!!!
That's all for now...........
I feel like some evil creature is tearing away at my ovaries, my vagina hurts, I'm bloated and all I ask is to know when she is getting of the computer. So she storms off slamming doors and crying. God it sucks to have a mom who acts like she is 13.
Blah blah blah fuck my ass blah blah blah blah!!!!!!
That's all for now...........