ain't love grand?

[xbloodybonesx]

im fucking going to bed. and in the morning i'll forget about you all. because its the only thing to do. can you honestly suggest something less painful? i've decided that you should have tried. and that i should have tried. and i've decided that this probably doesnt bother you too much. maybe thats a little harsh. i tend to forget that other people besides me, jake and bobby think. but there it is. maybe i think that you dont care because it would hurt too much to think you did? this could be to two people. i dont know which of you its written for. both, maybe. but i do know that i cant handle this. i do know that im done, that it wont happen again. it fucking hurts more than either of you will ever fucking know but i wont kill myself for anyone ever again. im going to write you both letters. snail mail and all. i'll send them soon. and it'll be everything and the end. the end.

im making a new journal. post here if you want to be added, because this journal will be best friends only for my bitches an' hoes. i might keep this one, and still post in it. im not sure. but, apply, if you think you're special enough. apply, if you think im an arrogant poser bitch face.