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fuck. today already sucks. i've been bitched at since the moment i woke up. by BOTH parents. what the hell. dad starts it off with a nice round of making me feel like shit, and my mom finishes it by making me feel guilty. or trying. but its not over yet! here comes dad with another round of bitching. what a hoe. him and my mom are fourteen yesr old girl birds.
everything is going to be the same thing again. and its going to be this huge circle of bullshit. fuck. not this time, because im ending it. do you hear that? this is to you. you fuckers. mindfuck. soulfuck. thanks for making me think you'd make it alright. thanks for making me believe in you again, only to do that SAME thing. you dont even care. you fucker. i cry and you tell me you'll hold me and then you just LIE. you are the biggest fucking liar ever. you keep telling me that you have no fucking gas and then you're ten minutes away from me EVERY FUCKING DAY. i know where sarah lives, you dumbass. i just wish you would own up someday. i want a fucking apology. but you're too good for that, because you're fucking perfect. thanks for leaving nothing special. thanks for ruining the last little happy piece i had to hold onto.
everything is going to be the same thing again. and its going to be this huge circle of bullshit. fuck. not this time, because im ending it. do you hear that? this is to you. you fuckers. mindfuck. soulfuck. thanks for making me think you'd make it alright. thanks for making me believe in you again, only to do that SAME thing. you dont even care. you fucker. i cry and you tell me you'll hold me and then you just LIE. you are the biggest fucking liar ever. you keep telling me that you have no fucking gas and then you're ten minutes away from me EVERY FUCKING DAY. i know where sarah lives, you dumbass. i just wish you would own up someday. i want a fucking apology. but you're too good for that, because you're fucking perfect. thanks for leaving nothing special. thanks for ruining the last little happy piece i had to hold onto.