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EDIT: THIS IS ME TRYING TO FUCKING SURVIVE. ITS NOT ABOUT YOU. IT IS ABOUT ME.
cold is for snowmen. cold is for black hearts and scenesters. ripped jeans and faded tees. cold is for that malicious old tree that sucked up all the nutrients leaving none for the little plants and now realizes that if had only shared it wouldnt be dead and frozen rotting in the middle of this winter. cold is for drinking halls and fucked up backwoods buildings. cold is for the cars we all ride in. cold is for the blanket and the warm body you're wraped in.
im done being cold. you're done making me cold. i wont freeze this winter. you wont freeze me to death. i wont let me do this to myself, and i wont let you help me.
cold is for snowmen. cold is for black hearts and scenesters. ripped jeans and faded tees. cold is for that malicious old tree that sucked up all the nutrients leaving none for the little plants and now realizes that if had only shared it wouldnt be dead and frozen rotting in the middle of this winter. cold is for drinking halls and fucked up backwoods buildings. cold is for the cars we all ride in. cold is for the blanket and the warm body you're wraped in.
im done being cold. you're done making me cold. i wont freeze this winter. you wont freeze me to death. i wont let me do this to myself, and i wont let you help me.