Does anyone else have this problem (even tho im talkting to myself)
I'm finish waiting for /him/. I mean I know that I'm not supposed to care but I do. alot. in fact I almost called my friend to go to castle park to go to /his/ show, but I'm not going to. Cause if I do then I'll just get even more attached to /him/. And I don't need that, my life is screwed up enough, and all I need is for /him/ to tell me that /he/ doesn't want to see me. Why do I always seem to get my self stuck in these situations. You'd think that I would learn form it. I just don't seem to get it. Why does life have to be hell. IT SUX!!! I'm do tired of boys. they just seem to ruin everything for me. And its not their fault. Its me. I just cant "keep my hand off". I'm reading "I Kissed Dating Goodbye" and it's pretty good. I'm to far into it so I haven't gotten anything out of it but I know that I will. I hope that it just helps me grow a little. I went to camp with harvest and laurie Wilburn said "just Remember, your flirting with someones husband." and that made me think and thats just totally true. I will always use that now. I just remembered that. ok I'm all set. (well not really but...)