shitshit

[xbloodwarsx]

my dad was supposed to see me for the past couple of days. but each time, he seems to have blown me off. i'm really hurt, because he was the kind of guy that would walk from one side of the earth to keep me happy. but since this woman who hes now getting married to (after only a month of knowing eachother!! ) has become a part of his life, it seems like hes too infatuated with her to even give me a call and let me know whats going on. i dont understand it, its never been like this, and i dont want it. i thought everything was perfect, and now this.

thanks raven for trying to cheer me up. even if it doesnt work, it means a lot. i love you so much.