May 19, 2008 02:33
today i had a lot of time to think about certain subjects pertaining to my life. one reacurring subject is that of "time"
somewhat of a revelation came to me today as i realized that time is it's own entity altogether. something that cannot be changed or bent or broken ... it lives on its own schedule no matter how you try and manipulate it.
its really the only way to see life through, slowly and steadily, because after all, nothing you say or do in life can change the overall scope of time and what it has in store for you. when you are working towards a life goal of sorts, that truly has no end, what good will rushing through to it even do? nothing at all ... you cannot manipulate a timeline to your own needs and desires.
in closing, all i can really offer is this. sit back and let life run free, good things will come, and bad things as well. the important thing is not to force things to happen ... because after all, what good thing in life needs to be forced into action anyways?
if force is needed, it can only be because you are met with some form of opposition.
you cant really force life, or love for that matter. i actually feel selfish for trying. i should be grateful for even feeling love, rather than trying to force more out of it than is ready to come.
be grateful for the things you have, there's always somebody that has much less than you do, or possibly they never had at all.