Bleh Blah Bloo.
Once again a few months have passed. But I will not let that happen again. Atleast for a while. I need some thing to relieve my irritation.
My life seems like it has been sitting on its ass. Though I will start at savannah tech this year. I have to attend there for 2 years before I can move to bigger and better things. Or better school. With classes I want to take.
But other than that. Marcus has been gone for 4 months to Iraq. He should be getting home any day now. Yay!!! Jumps up and Down.
I miss him. When I see him I will run and hug him and not want to let go.
Jason and I are "friends". Notice the quotiations. He wants to be friends with spice. lol.
Not like I can ask for more. I tried to give him an ultimatum. But that only became silence for a month. So now I settle for what I do enjoy and love. And hope deep down inside that he will see how much I really do love him. One day.
Mom got into a bad accident thursday. Her car is totaled. She spend the night in the hospy. But is okay other than soreness. Or as much as they can tell.
My uncle died. In a car wreck. It hasnt hit me. He was only 39. I loved him.
Death. I laugh at it. Ive become so numb to its effects.
So many have died that I have loved.
My life seems like it has been sitting on its ass. Though I will start at savannah tech this year. I have to attend there for 2 years before I can move to bigger and better things. Or better school. With classes I want to take.
But other than that. Marcus has been gone for 4 months to Iraq. He should be getting home any day now. Yay!!! Jumps up and Down.
I miss him. When I see him I will run and hug him and not want to let go.
Jason and I are "friends". Notice the quotiations. He wants to be friends with spice. lol.
Not like I can ask for more. I tried to give him an ultimatum. But that only became silence for a month. So now I settle for what I do enjoy and love. And hope deep down inside that he will see how much I really do love him. One day.
Mom got into a bad accident thursday. Her car is totaled. She spend the night in the hospy. But is okay other than soreness. Or as much as they can tell.
My uncle died. In a car wreck. It hasnt hit me. He was only 39. I loved him.
Death. I laugh at it. Ive become so numb to its effects.
So many have died that I have loved.