worst day of my life!

[xblondexcuteex]

well guys i need some advice and i asked brit already and she told me wut to do but im asking u . well u kno that 2 nights ago ray asked me back out and i sed yes ? then last night he called me and asked me if he could go to the movies w. sarah ( his ex) and i sed yeh i didnt care w.e! but i gave him the option to break up with me because im tired of getting hurt and cheated on.. so he sed no babe no i wont do nething with her blah blah bullshit.! so i wait till like 12:30 and he calls me and we talked for literally 2 seconds it was like this " hey " . "hey " . "whats up" " nuthing " " oh well im going to bed " whatever goodnight! so then i called him ack and i was like i am just wondering did u n sarah do nething he of course says no. then he want talking at all n hes like can i tell you something im like yeh go for it and hes like i think we took this too fast ?? HELLO again! u cant be serious! if u didnt kno last time we broke up because he didnt know me??? and we moved into a relationship to fast!! but ok so im like uhmm... hes like do u think we did im like no not rly that could be y i asked u if u were over sarah and y it only took u a day n w/e! but i know this isnt going to work out hes like yeh i like u alot.. and i just wanna take this slow! BULL! last time he sed this he ended up with sarah! whatever so i know i need to move on. i dont need to think about him at all. im tired of his craP! i rly dont deserve the shit he puts me through! so im done! ne ways!! lol TARA* u were right! gOD! i need to listen to ppl more often lol! but yeh today it was my sisters b-day party thing and we went obowling?? how lame i know. but im rly tired and sabout to cry again so i think i am going to lay down comment and tell me what u think i should do!Ox'♥caItLiN
i miss him
but i cant! handle all his shit!